i haven't been here for awhile as i was having a most difficult time and coz of my final years and some issues at home with my family. Anyways me and Yang we finally have broken up, We haven't seen or spoke much right before chinese new year and i have finally see him around 27th feb for the last time because i have told a lied that i will be going to the Uk in march on 3rd march which i didnt even go there but pretended to go there just to give both of us time and space.

i took the hardest hit and decision to do this and to walk away from this suffocating relationship that it isn't going anywhere and will never be. Im only hurting myself for it and I'm making him guilty for hurting me and for all the things i have done for him and me going through this no where relationship. Yes the day finally came that he whatsapp me about being honest that he can no longer want to be with me or us to continue being like this but as to stay as a friend. While i pretended to be in Uk i at times will msg to asked how is he, hows work and etc. Our conversation wasn't like how it used to be, it became like an awkward stranger now which its from him the way he reply me and the way i gave a response was mood less and hurt so ya this is how he finally being brave to tell me.

[27/03 1:07 am] Yang Tan: I'm fine here. Sorry for not being in touch with you for so many days. [27/03 1:22 am] Yang Tan: No. Actually it's not because of I am busy. Just dunno how to face you. I had think of this many days. I think it's time for me to tell you bravely. I know it's my fault that make you fall in love with me, all the while I feel guilty cos you are too good which you should deserve better than what you have in a relationship. I know that you didn't expect more from me for time being. I wish we should just be friend. I know that you had been trying to help me to pass my hard time. I also know that you went to see my colleagues to discuss with them about my problems. You had done more than you could and I really don't think I deserve it cos I know I can never repay you that much. I hope you can except it that I can't be with you anymore because I have clear with what I want this time. You are a nice girl and you will find someone far better in the future. It's not worth to wasting time on me. Hope you can understand. I'm sorry. [27/03 1:33 am] Yang Tan: You never burden me. You had being the best for me but I can't keep you wait. That's wrong. [27/03 1:34 am] Yang Tan: I hope we can still be friend if you don't mind [27/03 1:34 am] Yang Tan: Sorry for hurting you again

i couldn't feel anything but i knew it will come to like this with him and about us so i couldn't feel anything, i just became numb about it.

Anyways, i have met someone during feb. I had some minor problem with the car side mirror and this person whom i have just met on the chat app he offer to help me and settle the payment. He send me to his friend workshop and to get it settle and that is how me and Kenneth became close afterwards 11th feb my car incident. 12th feb i saw his wechat moment post and i ask him who is it that he is hopping to meet one day and he say it was me, anyways i asked is he ok to meet for lunch since i was free to meet and he decided to meet for dinner and it was like kind of last min so i told him i can't promise about if i can for tonite so ya i tried and i got approve to go dinner so i told him and he went n plan for dinner at Enorme (italian restaurant near jaya33) which was kinda fancy dinner.

it was a great surprised on me coz i never expect the sweet msg and how much effort in finding this place for our first meeting and dinner together, it was a lovely dinner...


how special dinner it was from him, it was very thoughtful of him for putting effort in finding a nice restaurant for our first time meeting and that he paid for the meal as well. We chatted and to get to each other more, haha and i notice that he didnt really get to eat much so ya I'm guessing he prefer chinese food mostly and he isn't so bad so yeah... We had a second round hahaha went to ss2 for dessert but couldn't find that shop for it so we end up at kopitiam have a tong sui and fried noodle. As we chatted, i realize he isn't bad to be with and has a potential as a bf so ya he suddenly asked me do this consider as a date and i say yes. He was happy and smiling with that answer i gave and at the same time i kindda knew he likes me so i just kept quiet. I didnt tell him things about my family issues in details as i do not want to tell until I'm certain so ya, when we wanna go back home i had a phone call from my mother which the way i answer was bit weird and I'm sure he notice it but i kept quiet and didnt say.
So anyways after he send me home, he was like kindda wanna say something so i waited but i can see he was hesitating on something so i just gave up n kiss his cheek as a goodnight and thanks for everything, he was taken back n surprised of what i did and then he wanted to kiss my lips but i wasn't so sure so he decided to kiss my forehead. So ya after that we both been msging till late at night and he has to sleep coz of work so ya from that day on we have been talking to one another

Valentine was coming in 2 days but i did not go out with him because i went out on 12th feb so ya coz parents thingy... Eventually it became very clear and loud and he dare to admit his feelings towards me and in fb he went and told his friends and his family knows about me too. I was asked to come out for cny but i worried coz of an issues that happens and my parents gotten more pissed of so during cny i lay low didnt go out but work off the resubmission work badly and ya my whole cny suck but at least it was ok to pass time talking to him as I'm no longer in good terms with Yang. During my cny we have been talking to each other it was good, we kept messaging to each other and at times we will skype video each other. He went to have cny dinner with his family and guess what omg i was freaking shocked coz i receive a skype call and out of a blue i saw his niece @_@ was i was stun so ya spoke to the niece Eleia :) such a cutie then suddenly the whole family came to sneak what is going on and they saw me @_@ omg i was paiseh. Anyways after the video call end he msg me =.= wah sia i wanted to murder him. =.=  i was not expecting all this so ya, the whole family knows about me and i was asked when am I'm gonna visit them. 

during the whole cny, i notice he likes me and has a interest coz of the fb post and he admits about liking me. He asked me to be his gf on skype 28th feb and i agreed. He asked me whether i could attend his older sister wedding on 1st march, i had few problems with parents about going to the wedding and in the end i went for it. 1st march went attend his sister wedding, he came to pick me up and he introduce himself to my mom, so ya we arrived to his sister wedding place which was at oriental bouquet, while we were in the car he grab and pass me a plastic bag and the power bank he got from his supplier, i was fucking surprised the box i saw he, got me my instax mini camera. which he told me he is getting it for me coz saw i previously posted in wechat moments and he ask me why i wanted it and the reason was legit to him apparently and he went and got me a present. 

i told him he shouldn't but he went and got it coz he say its something he wanna do and coz I'm his gf  that he wanted to spoil me, take care of me, pamper, treat me as i should have been treated long ago and to protect me and etc. Dinner was good met all his family and i manage to see Eleia too :) ps this kid she will always look for me to skype during the cny when he went to visit his khaima.
We left dinner a bit early, coz he wanted to take me to somewhere so okay, we went to his place at subang jaya and then we were at somewhere near a park, he ask me do i trust him and i say yes and he say i have to blindfold myself and u have to trust me to walk. So i was blindfolded and i follow him walking slowly going up a steep hill and bumps and what not, until he say i need to carry u over coz of something =.=ll ahh i was stun so i got carry and then put me down. He told me to take of the blindfold and OMG FUCKING GOD I WAS FUCKING SHOCK N SURPRISED. i was standing at a court, with candles, ballon and BLOODY HELL there was people there. I was fucking shocked and i was so fucking paiseh, he really went and actually did a proposal to me to be his gf coz at that time i  comment in fb about a proper propose which i told him later on its not needed but omg he really went and did it. I was so mad at him and happy and surprised and bloody hell i didnt know what to feel, should i be crying or laughing but i end up laughing and crying.

It was one hell of a surprised but i can see he really gives in effort and i am thankful for his gangs that help him with the setup :) 
after the whole surprised thing, our officially together was on the day his sis wedding 1/3/2015
after all the proposal to me, we had to rush back to send me home but we went to one last stop. it was his working area oasis square, he showed me the water feature which i have not visited the place before so now i did. After few mins there he send me home, it was a great day and i happy day.
The next few days i went back to college and he went back to work and from there on's we are together and was so happy. 
i haven't see my hubby since after the new year eve party, and i sibeh miss him a lot 
yes we hardly get to see each other due to his busy schedule this year so is bobian la, can't get to see hubby a lot and won't be able to see him during lunch hours or etc but at least able to msg him is fine but :( u know la msg him is a bit not enough coz wanna spend time with him a lot..
Jan 4th hubby told me he gotta go team building in Genting Sempah so ya this is what he have send to me where he is staying for team building ….






pretty for the places, so big and nice view some more 
=.= kns I msg him but he no reply me till next day morning and i was like so worried and kns internet was down and i used up my quota …i couldn't even sleep at all last night coz i kept waiting
so ya anyways i saw one of the colleagues at fb and i pm him 

asking him how was team building and all >.< hahaha i didnt asked about my hubby (ps none of the ppl in the office knows about my relationship with but just as normal friends and someone who helps him at work and a partner so ya) anyways he went n tell me he was drunk last nite alamak =.= i will whack this idiot when i see him

so ya this was wat i got from him afterwards =.= walao gek sei me i tell u but one thing good about him  he will say sorry n try to tam fan me ^_^ thats what i like about him and love him so much n bless its him i got….so ya when he came back from his trip i was still unable to see this hubby, until 

On 7th jan i kena accident, DAMN FUCK …i drop my phone in the pail of water  =,= shit lol phone screen flickering then 0.O shit can't see screen its all black but got sound anyways a friend came to KD to find me to help me but coz of the time limit my good buddy Trevor has to come the next day to help me take the phone to his friend work in Digital Mall to fixed, so ya my buddy Trevor left to go to work n i had to meet my Ex-bf Anthony at In-House so ya i waited him at that place at the same time =,= i sure will die lol coz no phone to call n tell my parents so ya i already told of wat excuse to say to them later, anyways ex-bf came and we chatted for awhile, at the same time i msg hubby in fb that my phone screen gone black n i can't see and I'm at In-house to meet a friend so if he wants he can come n meet me before i leave at 4pm so ya at first hubby didnt wanna come coz it looks like gonna rain n he has to go office so i told him its up to him la but i will be here till 4pm …. so ya hubby came in and see me n he met my ex-bf they spoke in their other dialect which =.= i have no idea apa they talk but got some parts i get it what they talk but mostly i have no idea…. 
so ya 4pm i had to leave and when i wanna go pay for parking ticket, met boss lawrence n he was talking to hubby so after i pay ticket n need to leave wit ex-bf i say bye bye to hubby n lawrence so ya i rush back home and when i got back my dad was like kindda piss off so i told him was at college basement workshop taking interior design student work for the showcase coz doing together with them so no signal at all at the basement and my phone no battery i didnt bring my power bank n the charger
then i went to the kitchen and saw mom n i told her sorry and told her the same thing like wat i told dad and left to back to my room ….

the next day i went meet my buddy Trevor in Digital mall to fixed my phone and then i went back to college well i was otw way back to there n my hubby called asking where am i, i say I'm otw to damansara and he asked if i could go over to his house so ya i went to his house and waited for him as he was otw to office too… haha i finally got to see him, i asked i tot u say u will be busy with appointment n he told me 1 of it postpone so tats y a bit free to see me, i got to spend a bit time with him then around 3pm like tat we both have to leave…so ya
this few days only get to msg hubby but can't really see a lot, and now hubby already book his honda city car so he will be even more busy to work to earn some income 
:( sigh i guess i  won't get to see him much again …. honestly it sucks a lot not able to spend time n get to see him but i have no choice, he has to work and i gotta study






okay so 29th dec was at the rawang memorial park, went to see grandpa and did prayers at the same time they were going to install the tombstone, while my family arriaved then my uncle, i had to go to the toilet. While otw to the toilet i saw this two small puppy getting wet and was like shivering =,= ll  err i didnt care at first coz i betahan n need to used toilet urgent n i assume this two will go some where later, when i came out they were still there so okay =,= i couldn't do a thing coz i have to go back to my family and i had to do prayer things to the god so ya, after we were done i saw my sis was going to the toilet so me n my cousin brother went to see the puppy still there….
ALAMAK =.=ll this two fella still there and the worst part is =,= they are soaking themselves wet and shivering aiyoo so dumb i tell ya, i told my sis i think we better pick them n put it under the roof so they won't freaking get wet more, so ya my sis wanna pick it up but =_=ll she saw them like running away coz so scared so she like dun wanna make them even more scared to be pick up…. I DAH BETAHAN    her coz at this rate the puppy will be more soaking wet, i heck care if puppy scared or wat but i went pick it up n put them under roof but the shivering i can't help coz i dun have a towel to wipe them dry. After putting them at one side, we left to go see grandpa grave, with praying and setting the tombstone so after all that was done we headed back to the temple and my uncles and my family used the toilet. me,bro,sis and small cousin went to see the puppy still at the side pillar sticking so close to one another but shivering and my mom and my uncle saw the puppy that we help from getting themselves wet more, my uncle heart was itchy to take one of them home but my mom say if u take them home u gotta take bother the heng dai (brothers) can't separate them apart you see how close they are… btw how do we know its a boy coz we saw their ^_^ haha n i pick them up earlier so ya i know its a boy HAHAHA anyways before we left my brother went to take tissues to wipe dry those two fella but can't stop them from shivering but at least it dry them up a bit so ya, we came back home to grandparents house and had lunch there and watch a bit of movie before going back home n rest …. i told hubby about this and he was proud of me and said i got a good heart ^_^



sibeh cute right this two puppy :) they are so fat n chubby when i pick them up 



30th dec my bestie asked to meet up so ya at first she wanted to go out watch a movie but i received a msg that she wanna stay home n rest as she was sick and can't have outside food so ya, i went over to her house and had lunch and we just chilling and watching movie. We watched In Your Eyes and Norwegian Wood…. At the same time her dogs Coco =.= slept next to me while watching. After the movie we chatted a bit more then i left home around 5.30pm like tat and came back home by around 6pm…..


so alright 31st dec - 1st Jan 2015
i went out with my mom bro n sis to grandparents house, mom sis n grandma went to get their haircut so me bro n cousin bro stay in the house and watch movie …. anyways hubby told me about that he have a dinner party at his boss house Victor for new year eve and asked me if i wanna join but i say would victor be okay since u say he invited the whole staff n he told me should be okay la for me to come and i will ask him about it. so ya it was okay for me to come since victor have met me before n spoke to me and already had lunch with him n few more colleagues before so ya plus i lived nearby…
i didnt tell my mom about it coz the timing isn't right  so i waited till after dinner with my uncle, aunt, grandma n cousin …beside at first hubby say he lazy to go then change his mind to go… so ya i came back home n told my mom about it at first she make noise then she let me go …when hubby came my mom wanna see him n she like tell him make sure bring my daughter home safe n asked is it nearby WALAO MUMMY U MAKE ME SO EMBARRASS LA >.<ll so ya 
hubby pick me up and we arrived to victor house, lol his boss saw me n say u stay so nearby yet come late LOL so punishment u have to drink for being late O.O ehhhh poor me in my heart 
so ya first i drank a orange juice wit mcclein and then i was pour a cup of Belvedere Vodka 0.O shit lol 
so ya drank a lot, after vodka it was two cans of beer then a whisky then a black label, i was sitting at somewhere at first n hubby left me for awhile coz got a call n he went talk to others a bit so i sat there drinking the vodka slowly then i was intro by his other colleagues but some asked if i was his gf which hais i told them or I'm just Yang good friend n not his gf so ya, after that i sat there sipping the vodka n just look at the ppl enjoying and talking…later lawrence came n asked me to come out, so i went outside n sat n saw aru, krishna and few more others, krishna pass me a cup n told me to close my eyes n drink which lawrence told them to get me to drink >o<ll walao so ya i took the cup close my eyes n drank it one go but inside i say >< shit la i really jialat but yeah i finish it n krishna was like wahh u can drink i like it so ya i sat out there talking to them a bit then hubby came …. so ya i spend a bit time with him and others also …i spoke to samuel a bit, even JJ and Zac and few more other people 
btw haha my boss lawrence on selfie mode ever since he changes his phone to note 4 which is wat my hubby told me ^_^ haha i can notice that lawrence on selfie mode alot n ya i sat down was like having tired eyes i think and hubby asked me something about why my face not red
 FUCK LOL me drank( which i say inside my heart) but hubby was surprised my face isn't red n he asked do i feel dizzy or headache or watever i say nope….he was like O___O walao u can really drink leh, then his other boss lawrence whom i know also say ehh u didnt drink ah then hubby say to him she drank a lot but her face like nothing happen even lawrence was like ya i agreed …..

 
victor, kent n zac

ck, victor, zac and jj

victor, zac, jj

khoo, jj and other ppl's


theres Zac and JJ 

boss victor and lawrence, and everybody's

boss lawrence ^_^ has been label as king of selfie liao haha after since he change his phone to note 4 apparently thats what my hubby told me :) haha oh well


with everybody



so here are the group photo with them, theres Zac, Aru, Krishna, Hubby, JJ, Valeria, Lawrence, and 3 more ppl which i can't remember the names >.<ll paiseh yeah

hubby n zac haha Dj tapi bukan Dj 
so ya i came back home very late and my parents didnt say a thing so i enjoyed my new year eve and for the first time i celebrated with so many people plus i even for the first time celebrated with my bf/hubby even though it was with his company but I'm happy enough i was able to see hubby during my semester break for a while already...






last week squid told me he gotta be heng dai for his colleague wedding on sunday so ya kelian him :P muahahaha, saturday went to grandparents house to do prayers for grandpa :( i really miss grandpa a lot and to have dinner too at 9pm everyone of us have to be upstairs as grandpa spirit is coming back home for dinner along with his body-guard LOL =.=ll weird traditional believes anyways ya everyone was upstairs at 9pm - 12am so ya grandma , tai yi (1st aunt) and my 1st cousin brother played mahjong while me my kieukie (uncle) 2nd cousin bro wit his wife and my brother playing card games, while my sis, small cousin bro(uncle only son) n his wife, niece/nephew wit his mother chilling and my 3rd cousin brother sleeping while listening his phone …. we played big2 then played blackjack (gamble a bit) till was like 12am then we went downstairs to clean up n go home so ya, squid msg n told me he is at his friend house for drinking before the next day to do heng dai so ya we chatted a bit by when i got home and he was at home too…i was sick btw (with a block nose and a cough) then the next morning DENG got fever :(

this is wat he send to me earlier in the morning :) my handsome squid hubby isn't it, hahaha, at that time my phone kept on having incoming msg =.=ll shit I'm not feeling well but when i look at the msg =.= there was one person i really dislike n kindda annoying but when i saw hubby msg send me his looks ^_^ it make me felt better and i reply him then i went continue my sleep as i was having fever n unwell…. haha he later msg to tell me that he was done wit being heng dai :( say he kena bully 
muahahaha laugh sei me i tell u that he was being manja and complain to me he kena bully and i asked him got eat horrible food or not he say makan insect :D hahahahahahahaha 
ya then he told me he came home n wanna sleep so tired but =.= he help me fall a sleep when haven't reply me yet then he woke up later onwards to get ready n go for dinner…

this is wat he send to me his dinner was in kepong Fei Cui which i was also nearby kepong with my parents after dinner mummy wanted to drop cheque at some banks and then went to Tesco Maluri kepong to buy somethings… yup so ya chatted abit with hubby and by the time he got home n i got home too, as u can see while was at dinner he told me that he kena kiss by a guy during the heng dai thing :D HAHAHAHAHAHA i was literally laughing my heads off coz of him hahaha my poor hubby got kiss from a guy pulak some more give me crying face hahahaha 






well the next day i went n see him n sayang him for kena kiss by the guy. -_-ll he said wasn't feeling well so didnt go and see client at all, when i came to check on him, went to his room n let him sleep on my lap coz needed his wife to sayang him for being sick after tat he woke n changes his clothes to go have lunch together so we went downstairs at living room like 12pm then he was like -_-ll on the couch malas n @_@ LOL so fast tidur la him so i just left him be to sleep and he had been sleeping until like 2pm …. hahaha  :) and this wife find him so cute sleeping that i had to snap a photo of him as a good memories n the time we spend together… so ya afterwards he woke up and we went have our lunch n i drop him off to work as his car remote can't switch on =.=ll 

The next day i wanted to settle some assignment dateline on friday, so i went to starbucks and sat down to finish off the changes n tot of going to see hubby short while before i go ss17 but >.<ll lol my hubby asked if can help him, he wanna lend my car to go to 3 appointments so ya i spend almost half day with hubby to go see client 1st client was in citta mall then 2nd client in wisma genting then the 3rd client in Nexus Bangsar South….
Rm9 for this Cappuccino drink at Citta Mall WonderMilk
so ya while at citta mall i took Cappuccino at Wondermilk while waiting for him to be done…. btw the mall got nothing much to see and mainly got a lot of food stall 

then hubby got us choco drink in coffee bean for his 2nd client, so ya he went to see his client and i finish my drink n went to look for toilet after tat i went back to coffee bean n sat down waiting for hubby to be done, after he was done we left for the next places…. at the same time my phone had been ringing with msg from my friend in singapore coz she was so upset due to her bf ill- treating her and not replying her at all so she decided to go jb last min with her friends…..
then 3rd client he went to starbucks to meet and i waited outside for him…once the appointment was done we had to go back to his places as he needs to check the clothes but already kena wet =,= then he went to changes his shirt for tonite meeting haha his housemate saw him n was like how the heck u went see ur appointment since u can't open ur car door and he told his housemate that used my car and she was like O.O shocked and say HUH u mean Wendy whole time teman u go appointment he reply ya… i could see her face like O.O walao u bully wendy ahh and kelian she follow u all 3 appointment so ya went to drop him off at work but went buy a donut in Donnuttes shop, hubby tot of taking me to eat but i told him maybe another day he take me to a nice shop to eat as i have spend half day for him to see 3 clients

today i went and did my work and bf asked me can help again car can't start =.= lol so his appointment was in kepong 11am so i tot was okay la since i settle already just need wait till friday so i went to hubby places lol =.= tat guy like masih wanna tidur muka then he told me at first tot of following his housemate to work but he decided tell her no need to trouble to come back to pick him so ya end up i pick him up, but his 11am appointment didnt reply so he didnt go see client and we both went to get his car remote battery to changes and came back to his house to test the remote which it works LOL, our 
i finally took a photo of our hand, he will always hold my hand whenever I'm with him in the car, btw =.= i come to notice's his hand is fair compare to mine -_-ll sibeh not fair liao i think i need to do something about my hand ….i guess gonna have to put hand cream that has a bit of whitening in it, if not it looks like my hubby hand is feminine than mine -_-ll 


lunch was at aman suria OIC cafe was okay la :) yeng right my hubby anyways we talk and he told me last nite went to office after i drop him and i went back his boss Lawrence asked him how did he attend all 3 appointment so he told him coz of me and he say to his boss tat day u send me back which was on monday night and u saw the car remote can open the car then next morning it can't open so i ya lucky wendy available, hahah even Lawrence his boss was shock that i spend all 3 appointment with him coz his car remote can't open the door….Pity me -_-ll i followed all 3 appointment for him together oh well :) at least i gotta spend time with hubby even though i was tired wit lack of sleep coz my best friend she was sad and hurt by bf and was skyping wit her till 4am along wit dewei...
  then after lunch came back to his house as he needed to used the toilet =.=ll  later he left for appoint in jalan kuching and i went back home and now I'm resting coz hubby was complaining that =,= i didnt sleep a lot so ya now resting n I'm miss my hubby a lot…





 best hubby ever ^_^, i will never asked for more than anything but to have u
and spend rest of our lives together, coz ur the best medicine i ever had whenever i feel upset or frustrated but i will think back about us, our conversation and the days we spent together when we both are available





As the days passing by, i had been having headaches trying to keep up degree, which honestly I'm getting fed up and kept wondering is this what i really wanted but oh well i still gotta hold on as i only got few more months to go…. 


10th Dec - i finally gotta see n spend half-day with my hubby, i went to his house early in the morning well technically supposedly =.= to meet him for breakfast  at 9am but this idiot =.= belum wake up so by the time i got to his house was like 10am or so, then >.< haha paiseh la was in his room resting while he went get ready for an appointment, which i followed him along haha n he didnt mind to bring me along but i had to be alone while he talks to client. His meeting with client was in Great Eastern Mall at starbucks LOL :) while he was talking to client i went jalan-jalan a bit then i came back and sat inside starbucks haha as I'm sure u all could see the photo i took of my hubby. 

After his meeting with client, i went outside and he ask me could i get a water for him so i went to the starbucks counter and ask if i could get a water and they gave me. I came back with the water for him and then we were wondering where to have lunch @_@ alamak dunno where to makan and that area in KL is jam for lunch and parking susah so ya we went to kepong =.=ll he tot of eating Bah Ku Teh but looking at this weather he decided not to, so we swing by to kepong garden :) hahah walao my hubby damn clever where to go and eat but anyways there also nothing much to makan plus so happens Sammuel called and asked to lunch so we went back to Kota Damansara and meet Sammuel for lunch at the Strand… Ate at Sam store sat there and chit-chat this two after lunch, me n hubby went back to his house to pick up his car and at the same time he has to go back to office while i have to go back home. 
while before he rush out to his car =.= btw it was raining, i gave a :( sad muka and he was like aiyooo :3 my cute dear n kiss me on my fore-head and my lips, and i told him mmm seh dak him to leave and he said :) we lived together then u can see me all the time and spend time together then u will find me very cheong hei lol :D
=.= i said i think u will find me cheong hei and frustrated to see me everyday lol =______= sei sui hubby reply " Yeah hor, "laughing" i will find u cheong hei then better dun wan 
MA DE =__= angry me then he like laughing aiyoo joking la, i where will find my dear cheong hei then he sayang me back 

Ishhh this hubby bully me again but in a loving ways… ^__^ u idiot bf / hubby thank u for everything and what u have done for me so far… i could never ask for anything more but i hope that we will stick together for a long time…

Yes my bf is 6 years older which he is 28 this year and I'm 22 this year…. quiet a big gap isn't it? well to me age doesn't matter but the most important part is the heart and being honest with me… I'm sure everyone will be surprised and will asked me are u sure??? u do know he is 6years older then u thats a lot of difference.. Well yea its quiet big gap but i haved dated someone same age as me, someone 1 year   younger then me and just 2-3 years older then me and recently 5-6 years older then me or more… it kindda makes no difference to me the age gap i went out with …..
but by far of whom i went out with, he has been the best out of so many i have met and a few i went out with and my 2-3ex's …. this guy have been so good to me, i never had to worried about him going out to meet friends or whatever and by the way he is responsible and mature a lot haha also a bit old fashion/ traditional so I'm not so worried about him :) 
best medicine i had after so long and all the pushing or rejection and the worried and i can't trust for going into relationship and etc 
but he was the one who make me fall for him, who wanted to give it another try and to open up when i tot of closing that feeling again and putting a very HUGE BOULDER that can't open up as i had a seriously pissed off relationship during my degree internship with a senior/colleague… he is same age as my current hubby but both of us are like opposite of one another, he is looking for someone who is like a mother figure =.= and his attitude OMG I sometimes BETAHAN him lol, yes he is also a designer but =.= he doesn't like to take charge or be responsible about it and he is a picky eater so when i go out with him and to have dinner together i let him choose as i know he is  picky eater plus -,- he can't take spicy food like i do so ya, when i left the office abit early then i was supposed to, we broke up and he was the one who asked to be separated for stupid excuse and then he say need to time apart for us to think and when he think about it, he just gave up on me half way so ya since that day i didnt wanna look for anybody any more and to trust ever again but then one day i met this squid he was damn nice and friendly we been chatting few times and i one day was free from class and met him for lunch and that is how we became close and now we are together 
 




sunday went to grandparents house to do prayers and then ate lunch yong tau fu wit family and relatives and my nephew n nieces and cousin… after our lunch we were there till dinner haha we watched like 3 movie in total , Wrecking Ralph and then =.= alamak mom why u go say watch FROZEN =,= DENG LOL ps :) my nephew sang the song from frozen along with my nieces :) OMG damn ke ai and cute this boy :P haha so ya everyone went home in the evening while me bro sis and my parents still there till we had dinner and still there but me bro n sis left at 9am as i need to come back home and prepare to go college the next day


this idiot hubby told me tat he has to work on monday when i didnt have class and i was free just that i went to college to submit a letter for absent and copy of death cert and to asked if i couldn't extend to submit the work as i can't present on tuesday so ya, i was kindda unhappy and he knows… the next morning i msg him and told him where i was, and i sat at mcd doing my assignment suddenly when i looked up o.O OMG hubby was infront of me with his breakfast….
i was so surprised and he was like smirking =.= idiot hubby, i was happy and felt awww so damn sweet the surprised and i said i tot u say u have to go work, he said someone was unhappy so i had to make a small time to see my dear 
im so damn happy with the hubby and really blessed to the max, anyways he had to leave n i was :( sad didnt want him to go so ya anyways last nite i went to called him coz i sibeh miss my hubby a lot and i was being manja :( not having him
 ^_^ i dunno what it is but he really poison me and i can't stand not having him at all
he the best i ever had and the best tat had given me and treated me so well and u know what 
he always will always include me in his future plans 
LOVE YOU so much squid/bf/hubby





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