my poison coz of you

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been with this bf/hubby of mine a lot, at times i will go by to his home when i don't have classes or i finish classes early and he haven't left for work yet. He will asked me to come over when i wasn't feeling well and wanted me to come and rest at his places so ya i do at times go to hubby places to rest or to see him or =,= he will ask me to help with some work related to office.


while meeting my hubby at work, then we had lunch together and then we went to encorp mall to have a drink and do some paper work plus he wasn't feeling well like having sore throat so we had orange juices instead :P 
haha this pic i snap and his face expression is so cute, really can't stand it being without him :) btw he is wearing one of the most like n favourite shirt :) it really looks so good on him.



this is wat he send to me, last week sunday ….he went attend one of his old school friend wedding in penang, left on a saturday night and reach there like 4am in the morning and the next day he went attend the wedding lunch/dinner then left to come back to KL…

yes, there are times our conversation seems like having argument and it hurts my heart a lot but eventually we understood and make up for it… i told him what i was wearing and he say I'm so bad tell him that when he can't even see so eventually it became not so pleasant the conversation….which i never wanted to have the same or similar conversation with my ex's i had regarding of who I'm and where i stay or what I'm 




24/11/2014 we had slight upsetting conversation and some misunderstanding but after i told him that i never care about looks, money, or materials, or whether he is using an old car or what not, i only care how much he treats me and the trust i had for him… then he told me his feelings and i really cried…
Not once i had anyone who is like him, will ever think of me and put me in his life and his plan and the future of being with him…. NEVER none of my ex's did what he did, they never treated me proper, they never thought i was important, all they ever know is abuse my trust … what he say to me really make my heart melt and he been making me in tears for what he been doing for me.

i never regretted for choosing to continue to know him and spend time knowing him and fell in love with him… :) whenever I'm with him, all my frustration and unhappiness flew away and i been smiling a lot coz of him…. He been treating me really good, taking care of me, always feeding me with food when I'm out with him and he been paying for it all the time, well you see i never asked him for anything and when he asked me to help, i will go and help if i can and its small matter so yeah :) hey this wat gf should do for their bf isn't it?
should be supportive of him, be there for him, be his listener, to help him in times of trouble, to loved him and forgive him and etc


25/11/2014 me and hubby was about to have another upsetting conversation but that ended with a sorry  and its because of office make him frustrated that he in a way spoke to me a bit hurtful so ya 

26/11/2014  my hubby make me waited for him to come home to whatsapp me then he fell a sleep at 11pm ish like that so ya i didnt bother coz had to study like shit for PCE exam retake it but fell a sleep around 1am then around 3am ishh woke up and saw his msg tell me he is sorry that he slept so ya and he sent me this pic saying his finger pain n itchy -,- but i didnt reply coz i fell a sleep afterwards from waking up at 3.30 something @_@ i was blur i just see then knock off again to my pillow
the next morning i woke up went to college, he asked me to come over his house so ya i went over to his house and slept together a bit and then i had to go rush to sunway giza to greet the ppl who wanna interview at 11am coz he ask me to go there first and he will be there soon =.= has to iron his shirt that he wanna wear it to work LOL =.= this budak ahh okay so ya his meeting was in Khalifah opposite his office and he interview the ppl while i went to giza to grab a cream puff bun n a boost juice drink while waiting for him, but i went walk back there coz he has another appointment at 12pm -.- ran a bit late lol and we had to rush to some darby in kl for my exam at 3pm… haix i was upset :( i failed and so disappointed i really wanna pass it for hubby coz its urgent but haixx, hubby saw i was upset and when we were out of the building coz he needed a puff, he told me its ok, he knows i been working hard and put a lot of effort and he appreciate everything i have done and he told me i need not go n take it again coz knowing me worried about exam and afraid to failed again…and i didnt really want to resit but coz he asked me and it was urgent, i went and say okay ill go retake it again but :( i failed

so ya after that we came back and had our late lunch together then i drop hubby back to office and i went home, by the time i came home by parents weren't in, they went to see grandpa in hospital with grandma and my bro n sis n my cousin bro was in the house so ya, i was resting then my dad voice msg asking am i at home and i told him yes I'm at home so ya, nothing much 
anyways this wat my hubby send me when i told him i miss him so much and want my hug badly, he at first say u saw me tis morning and spend time together still not enough ah? then he tells me go imagine I'm there beside giving a hug but then he send me this pic saying nah hug now 
^__^ awww so sweet isn't he thats y i love him so much, he was meeting my friend kenny about asking him to work under him so ya ….
when he came back home he was tired, and ask me if I'm angry lol we spoke a bit then he has to go to sleep coz he has meeting  so ya
thursday i didnt see my hubby coz he has meeting and interview wit ppl and i got classes so after class with a teacher about grids i went have lunch at Gerai Gerai centrepoint with my classmates, Rins, Melvin, Mandy and Rins gf Wendy…
after lunch with them i went home and my idiot hubby msg me ask me where am i =.= lol idiot hubby if u called me earlier i would have still be around kota damansara n teman u go ss2 but too bad, i came home then pick sis up at 3.30pm, then 4pm i drop my kakak and pick up my cousin bro coz uncle n grandma went to visit grandpa at hospital…
so ya i was the only one who entertain my cousin coz bro had to study for his exam on friday his last paper and sis =,= busy with her assignment so ya my cousin stay for dinner and tot of over night but then changes his mind afterwards…
the next morning bro went to college and sis went to school and i was at home resting la, hahaha during lunch time =.= lol we have and uninvited guest duck 
then i went to pick my grandma n cousin bro to the house, later parents n grandma went to see grandpa… cousin bro was so happy that bro finally free to teman him so ya right now he is staying over   my house…. 
=__= i was moody coz hubby was so busy being outside,when he came home he msg telling me he reach home and ask if I'm angry =.= lol idiot i say no and ya we spoke a bit and then -,- its now 1.25am and he say he needs to sleep eyes tired =.= mai suen lol go sleep then he really went and sleep and left me here sucking =X and emo oh well…


anyways i wanna say I'm thankful for having u coming into my life and making me believe and gave another chance to trust for being in a relationship which i was so scared for so long being hurt and tat my trust and effort was for nothing but u change it.
you were honest with me about your feelings and wat u tot of and u even were honest enough to tell me tat u have a gf from the first date u asked me out for a movie and now u telling me ur feelings and making me feel safe and secure and need not to worried of what am i to u, as u say u felt so lucky to have me as ur gf and etc…

Hubby i love u and will never wanna be apart from you, ur the best i ever had and i wish we can be like this together for a long time, us planing for our future together and us always smiling no matter wat




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